It's About Time To Make Your Own Lemonade
I know that you've,
Been punched in the gut;
I know that you've,
Been kicked in the butt;
I know that you're,
Too tired to fight back;
I know that you're,
About to crack;
But darling, I know,
You're much stronger,
I also know,
You can stay in the game much longer;
You got to keep believing,
In your talent, your hardwork, your brain,
You got to stop let the conniving,
Suck your soul, make you drain;
I know that you've fallen,
Nine times,
But I know that you MUST,
Get up for the tenth time;
Life's given you enough,
Sour, fat, yellow lemons,
I think it's about time,
That you use them,
To whip up,
The world's tastiest lemonade;
I know, people have criticized you,
Called you worthless,
Called you useless,
Called you a freak;
I know that, you've failed,
Times so many,
That failure seems like,
A nasty old frenemy;
But my dear, I know that,
You're bursting with talent,
I also know that,
You don't want to waste it;
You got to keep believing,
In your talent, your hardwork, your brain;
You got to stop let the conniving,
Suck your soul, make you drain;
There are disbelievers,
Some might be your peers,
Who insult you with their jeers;
Some might be your blood relations,
Who try to bring you down with their negations;
But one of them prominent disbelievers is you -
You have to stop seeing the world,
In black and white,
You have to pick out the vibrancy,
You have to pick out the happiness,
And keep moving forward, despite,
The circumstances, the negativity;
No matter how low you feel,
No matter how sad you are,
The sun's always going to rise,
It's always going to shine,
I think it's about time,
That you rise and shine too!
Life's given you enough,
Sour, fat, yellow lemons,
I think it's about time,
That you use them,
To whip up,
The world's tastiest lemonade;
A late, not-so-great update, I know!
But the thing is, life hasn't been too peachy as of now. I didn't get into one of the universities that I'd applied to. I didn't get the grades that I'd desired and life's been a downward spiral since then.
Since the past two weeks, I've been in a daze. Mundane things like waking up consumed too much of effort. I was wandering around, like I'm a zombie. Half the time, I didn't even talk to my friends and my family.
I felt like I was drowning. I felt like, I was living this sham-like life, where I'm a zombie who's forced to smile and who's forced to
No, I'm not depressed. But I won't deny the fact that I was in shock.
I think I've recovered a bit since the past two-three days. I've decided that I shouldn't let unfortunate things affect me. These things happen and all you have to do is keep moving forward. As a little fishy from Finding Nemo once said, "Just keep swimming!" ;)
So yes, in a way, this is a (kind of) personal poem I've written for a thousands of other people who've actually lost their motivation and zeal towards life.
I know it's not one of the best pieces I've ever written, but it is one of the most personal ones and I really, really wanted to make someone smile and be motivated to move on in life.
Haha, I guess, in a twisted way, I wanted to motivate myself to move on in life?
I don't know. But writing this made me feel better about myself. I hope reading this would make you feel better about yourself too!
Thank you so much for reading this. I love you. <3
Stay awesome as ever,
Much love,
Archie <3
Don't let something like that beat you down. I know it can be really sad when something like that happens but don't worry, just hope for the best and chances are better things will come your way :)
ReplyDeleteHope that you're feeling better now!
-Kathie K
A Sea Change
Thank you so much, Kathie!
DeleteI'm feeling much, much better now! :)
Stay awesome as ever,
Much love,
Archie <3
Not one of the best? Oh, but Archie, it is the best, at least until your next one :)
ReplyDeleteRejections a pain in the arse, and not getting the grades you hoped for is a kick in the teeth, but you know what? Every rejection is an elimination, a red strike through something wrong until you're left with the right option. The right university's going to come knocking soon enough for you, Archie, and I think I'll be proud on that day :)
Stay amazing as always,
Eve @ Pen and Key
Ah Eve, really? I don't know. I've been a tad bit under-confident about my abilities lately.
DeleteYour words truly, truly mean a lot, Eve. The pain of rejection, to me, seems a lot more painful than getting kicked in the rear by a rhinoceros! But after reading your words, I feel a lot more optimistic.
Stay awesome as ever,
Much love,
Archie <3
I am very proud of you! Sharing your vulnerability is a very hard thing to do, much less writing a poem about it. You inspire me, you need only yourself to pick back up and re-inspire, if that makes any sense.
ReplyDeleteGood luck, and keep your chin up for us
-Brenna Mae
Haha, thank you so much, Brenna! <3
DeleteIt was really hard to actually sit down and write this down, but there was a part of me which was like: "GET IT DOWN, GET IT ALL DOWN!"
That's what I'll do now, keep my chin up and kick ass.
Stay awesome as ever,
Much love,
Archie <3
Life will punch you in the face sometimes and that's okay, it's okay to be sad and feel down because that's how we know we're still alive. Keep sharing <3
ReplyDelete/Avy
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Thanks so much for empathising, Avy! <3
DeleteLife kicks you hard but all you gotta do is fight back and keep moving forward. Which is what I'm doing now!
Stay awesome as ever,
Much love,
Archie <3